My pain is invisible. Some question whether or not it's really there. Some say that I look sick when I'm feeling fine and other say I look great when I feel like I'm at deaths door.
Unfortunately, Suicide is not an option. I made an attempt one and lived to see the devastating impact on my family. I could never do that again. But the less and less that doctors help me, the more and more that urge grows inside of me.
I want to be normal, happy, healthy.... but that's just not me. And the crazy thing is, as many of us are out there, you'd think the doctors would have figured out how to deal with us by now.
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